04.26.08
Satan is a metaphor for the harm we do to each other
she told me she judges people on how nice she thinks they are to others
and i believe her and think it’s wonderful.
there were so many doxens in washington square park today. so. many, for the doxen parade, it was ridiculous. all in one place, the park was magical.
and there was a black lab to the side, with a face that said “wtf why are there so many midgets?”
and the market happened that always happens on saturday, and with weekly $1 sticky rice, street peddlers, street artists, street kids, street protestors protesting animal cruelty, a lady from h&m who took pictures of me, the dogs! a group of people giving free hugs, the homeless, that one black man wearing a clown suit, gandhi statue with flowers! man, yeah, that is great silk screen work, man, yeah, i follow, the government does suck sometimes. yeah, man, i love you too, thanks for the hug.
people, why has it taken so long for me to learn to love you? and trust you? and just be merry and happy with you?
today i filled my life with strangers, and it was satisfying.
and i think it’s wonderful. and i’m trying to learn better now, how to love and be loved by just. people.